I have a tendency to say much of what I think... I have gotten better at this, but surely not where I need to be.. one day I hear God say to me "as you have said, so shall it be done"... and not too long after... the stuff I say starts happening... that by itself was scary enough... then I tend to have a hot head... so when I get hurt, or mad or even happy... words come flying up out at the speed of light... (yes, I know the speed of light measures distance, not time... I just think it sounds good...) so just imagine in your own life if the things that you say happened... this is a very large responsibility... it is odd to me the things that God gives us as gifts...
I have always been a talker.. till the abusive man... then I stopped talking at all... my words are given to me from God, yet I am supposed to be able to determine what should be said and what should not... because it feels sometimes like they are a gift and a curse both... my thoughts and sight are a gift from God, but I need to learn when to talk and when to remain silent.. and just because God says something to me... does that mean I need to say it? or does it mean I maybe need to just be on my face in prayer about it... teach me Father, what needs said and what need to be prayed about only... and help me to keep calm when I am wishing to go off...
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