I haven't been writing...
because I sometimes feel the weight of this calling in my life very heavily.. and I don't want anyone to misunderstand me.. and think that it does not matter to me if I have hurt you.. because it does...
I do not ever wish to cause anyone to be hurt by me.. but I am the "truth teller" this is my calling... part of my purpose.. God said to me.. son of man.. if you say what I show to you and they do nothing, the sin is on them. but if you do not say what you have been shown, then the sin is on you.. I will not be condemned for the things that others do.. I have to tell what I see... and if you are hurt in the process, that was never my intention...
I often have people tell me that the way I say things is offensive.. it is not so much what I said as how it was said.. I am sorry if you feel that way... I suggest you read the king james version of any of the gospels (meaning matthew, mark, luke or john..) Jesus did not think about your feelings when he talked... anyone who is honestly (operative word being honestly...) in relationship with God, knows that when He talks, He is not looking at how you will receive the word of truth... He tells you plain and blunt... the truth.. whether you are right or whether you are wrong... the reason He tells us truth about ourselves is to give us opportunity to change it and become better, not for our feelings to be hurt... so be thankful instead that God is still disciplining/reprimanding you, because as long as He is doing that, He is still interested in your change... when He quits helping you become better... THAT is when you are really is trouble...
I am sure that someone will feel it was very arrogant to say that I speak the word of God... to you, I say pray... to the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob... and see if what I said was truth in HIS eyes.. if I speak away from the word of God... then please tell me so, but as long as my words line up with His word... I will not apologize to you for the word of God... I do apologize about your feelings being hurt though... saying hard to hear things does not mean that I do not love you... it means that I do love you... enough to tell you the truth...