Psalms 63: 6 I lie awake thinking of you, meditating on you through the night. 7 Because you are my helper, I sing for joy in the shadow of your wings. 8 I cling to you; your strong right hand holds me securely.

 

there was a time when I would lie awake at night thinking about a man... I find that at this point in my life.. maybe a man crosses my mind during the night.. especially if I am waking from a dream.. but it is really God I am concentrating on... sometimes I just lie there realizing how much I have and how good He is to me.. how much He loves me... how much more His love means to me than any love I have ever had before.. that the love God has for me can never be replaced by a human... and my love for Him is stronger than any emotion I have had for anyone.. even for my own children... as much as I love them.. I could not live without God...

 

He keeps me in the shadow of His wings.. He protects me.. for the first time in my life.. I am completely alone at night in a house that is not small... I am not afraid... God protects me.. I know this.. I feel it every night... I feel His protection and love covering me..

 

He holds me securely... He is truly all that I need.. and I do cling to Him...

 

love may come and love may go.. but my relationship and my love affair with my God.. those are eternal... everlasting..