1 Corinthians 7: 17 17And don't be wishing you were someplace else or with someone else. Where you are right now is God's place for you. Live and obey and love and believe right there. God, not your marital status, defines your life.

we are a strange and peculiar people indeed... all of us.. in one way or another...
previously.. I felt a man was useless other than for sexual satisfaction and to pay the bills... I was completely content in God with the exception of sexually....
then God changes that up.. gives me a desire to be in relationship.. to be married.. to be loved and give love.. and then I am content in nothing.. not in God.. because I don't have what I desire.. not in man.. because I don't have what I desire...

how often do we really realize... we are exactly where God would have us be for today...
so over a breakdown this past weekend.. I realize.. I am done striving toward this... I am done looking at tomorrow.. I am determined to be content in right now and today! whatever happens or does not happen.. all is in the hands of God.. and I will no longer strive to put anything into action.. I will no longer strive to be anywhere or with anyone... God is completely in the driver's seat.. I will move to the back seat and allow Him to drive me around...

today.. I will put my all into the things I am called to this day.. my job.. my ministry... my self....

I encourage you to completely quit striving and go forward in what is before you today... not worrying about tomorrow... instead allowing God to guide our every day.. each day over new again... AMEN!