Tuesday, August 4, 2009

no hope...

I have strange dreams... all the time... I am sure the dreams are supposed to be saying something because of how very strange they are... something in my subconscious that needs to be dealt with or something crazy like that... so I have this weird dream last night and I wake up so sad and so unconnected from what I am usually connected to... so I say to Jesus that we should just let this vision go... that I will be fine without it and He can find another way to do what He wants to do... I hear nothing and I get up and I read the streaming faith devotional for the morning... and God is just so amazing... the devotional is about someone who is feeling like giving up or hopeless.. and that they feel like they have no business being on the road they are on... and she tells us all to hold on anyway because everything that we live through is a testimony for someone else... so this journey in the dark that I have been on by myself all this time... it is for someone else to have strength to hold on when there is nothing to hold onto except the word from God...
the deceiver doesn't put big visions in us... but he will do everything that he can to make sure that you stop believing... and as long as it lines up with the word of God... meaning there is no sin involved in it... and it goes along with what the scriptures say should happen... then you need to hold on to it... because if it is really that crazy... it is really probably from God...

the days that you feel like you are not big enough... you aren't, but God is... the days that you feel like you are not pure enough... you aren't, but God is... the days that you feel crazy... you are, but God is not... the days that you feel unloved and alone... God is there with you... loving you all the time... the days you feel like you can't do this even one more day... maybe you can't, but God can...

Jeremiah 33: 2 "This is what the LORD says, he who made the earth, the LORD who formed it and established it—the LORD is his name: 3 'Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.'

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