Luke 6: 28 Bless those who curse you. Pray for those who hurt you.

I had a mean girls moment last night... so normally in the past I would have been the mean girl.. this time it was others being mean to me for no apparent reason... 

my largest area of insecurity is my belly... now I know it has gone down in the past year and a half.. I honestly have gone from a waist of 36" (which I am ashamed to even admit) down to a waist of 30-31".. so I know it is better than the past.. but it surely is not where it needs to be.. and I am very self conscious about it.. 

last night in class.. cedric is glaring at me as he thinks I am not giving 100% doing the exercise we are doing.. and he taps his belly to tell me that I need to be working my belly... well these women caught this and say things on the side like I guess he has found something that he doesn't like about her... 

so me.. I want to never speak to them again because if I do then I will cuss them out.. or talk down about them.. neither of which is the right way to handle it... and they are younger than me.. thinner than me.. what on earth are they worried about my belly for??

all the years I was meaN... now I know how I made others feel...

and Jesus says bless those that curse you.. and pray for those that hurt you... and that is hard to do but I am sure it is right... 

sighs...